Just starting to wonder if I really have what it takes to get a REAL girlfriend... or if I'm just too much of a mess I can't succeed anymore. I mean, I've not had one for years, and most of the time, I met my girlfriends online AND each one ended up badly because of distance or something else. I'm sick of it. T_T I'm sick of being lonely... of being someone who'll likely die alone without a family of his own. It just is a sad realization, and I feel there's not a damn thing I can do to change it.